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help my friend to get her goal.

Thu Aug 28, 2014, 6:38 AM
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give some help to my buddy who need some money for to fix her teeth problem (i know what it feel like because i already have 2 or 3 fake teeth and they cost like crazy ! imagine that you buy 2 cintiq 13HD)

shani-hyena.deviantart.com/jou…

send her something like 5$ or more, the little you help her, the greatest her goal will be fullfilled ! :)



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an important message to read.

Thu Apr 3, 2014, 7:12 AM
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hello everyone...

I have something very important to tell you, it's about myself and it was a very personal problem i have since for a so long while, you will understand why i said it.

I'm been depressed since 1998, since the death of my little brother from car accident since then, I’m been stuck in a state which i have a mentality of a teen, always playing games or drawing or even using internet for chatting everyone, I’m been tried to get a friend or whatever it's... it's why i acted like a cheerful and childish guy but in reality, I’m depressed, trying to forget what happened to my little brother... i tried to see a psychologist it did made me feel better but it wasn't enough.... at the point that I did tried to go suicide during that time but I didn't. The reason of that suicide is because I get tired being bullied for years by school even teachers did really bully me thinking I was the bad boy which it wasn't true. I couldn't understand how the world really did worked, after that moment at school, I skipped it and decided to study school stuff in books or from TV (during that time, there is not very much of school stuff on internet) but I keep have an anger issue because of my fault for not protecting my brother, i knew for months it was going to happen but i wasn't able to do anything to my brother. For to solve it, I have to go on internet and find a way to get rid of that anger issue, it's in that moment I discover art, how to draw, modeling, making music that did helped me to calm down and I became very interested in that video game creation for years, I’m always been passionate with it. But once again, I did screw up the games projects I’m been working with “friends” I made.

Well, it started since that time which i go degrading slowly even though my family didn't realize that I’m been depressed for so long. I always got troublesome stuffs at school, jobs stages and all and acting selfish... despite that, I always been helping anyone when I can on internet, there is an example that I managed to give them great help and confidence, one of them did really become professional artist working at one popular studio, the other one is that I helped her to decide to go in other country for to live with her boyfriend, I'm been donating some of my own money to help any artist who need it.

But like I said, it wasn't enough, I wanted to help more but can't because if I want to do that, I have to take driving lesson but I can't because I was too traumatized by the accident of my little brother that I always skipped it... for years.

In fact, i had a really big fear to becoming adult and founding a family even though i wanted to do that... or even get a job, I'm afraid of failure of everything or anything.

Today, I really go too far with my family about driving lesson that I didn't took for a while. Do you realize that I’m 31 years old and I still don't have any girlfriend nor have a kid nor a job? It's that problem my family is pointing out and while my family continue yelling at me about that problem I started to feel even more depressed at a point I really wanted to go suicide like I did some years ago... but I didn't, I'm been crying for 2 hours wanting to see again my little brother but I couldn't... after a long think, I think it's time that I need your help for finding a job and tell me how to have friend outside of my place where I live. I HAVE to turn the page of my “life book” as someone explained in some books I did read long ago.

Thank you very much for reading this long journal.



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urgent bills + broken wacom pen...

Tue Jul 23, 2013, 1:09 PM
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Hello folks, I'm calling at your help because i need at least 100 or 200 for to pay all my bills that will soon come out at start of august and I couldn't get my monthly money before 5 or 6th august.

So, what I'm offering is a 25$ for full color with or without background like this this : www.furaffinity.net/view/10138… or like this : www.furaffinity.net/view/50365…

So, feel free to note me or comment here.

 

Update : Apparently, look like my life is not enough ruined, my wacom pen just broken up....

 

There how my broken wacom pen look like :

 

broken wacom pen... by Allaze-eroler

 

And there the link of how it would cost like : fr.shop.wacom.eu/zubehoer-filt… As you can see, it's more expensive than I though... -_-,,,

 

Can any one help me ? send any money that could be 1 or more to allaze-paypal[a]orange.fr please.



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i have some questions -important-

Sat Jun 1, 2013, 7:48 AM
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go voting there please : momoo-gyuunyuu.tumblr.com/post…

it will help me to choice one :)

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as the tittle said, I recently saw the new cintiq from Wacom official site that you can see there : cintiq13hd.wacom.com/ it's definitely better than that cintiq 12WX ! and for the same price on the top of that !

so, right now, i'm saving as much as I can for to buy that thing.... or win one contest that offer it :| and so, I plan to sell my intuos4 medium for around 250 to 300 from paypal or ebay. I will see what I can do with it. but if you're interested to get it, send me a note and we will try to find a good deal in both way ! :)

mainwhile, i'm going to open commission once again for to get that cintiq !

see more on this journal : allaze-eroler.deviantart.com/j…

well, go ahead ! :D

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tomorrow is my birthday !

Sat Feb 9, 2013, 2:20 PM
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hello folks, tomorrow is my birthday ! which mean it's during 10th february that i was born !

at the moment, i feel so unlucky for some reason ^^;

aside that, i plan to buy a new computer this years but apparently, i don't have enough money for it, all i do is to save up alot of money by doing commission ! my goal is to reach around 1000 (1 336$ according to the current currency) for to buy the most powerfull computer from today. so, it mean i will work very hard for to get that computer. ^^,

aside that, i hope that everyone will get great day after the school end ^_^

have fun !

ps: don't forget to say happy birthday to :iconmanuec: because she was born from the same day but different year ! XD

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stupid fucking virus of SHIT !

Wed Nov 28, 2012, 3:40 PM
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yes, you did read this, i did got caught of that stupid virus.... i lost some important part od data about what i'm working on for dota 2 game. fortunally, i did saved my work 5 minutes before i got that stupid fucking virus ! but i did wasted 5 hours for trying to delete that virus... -_-

SO, all i found on how to delete that virus of shit, go there : youtu.be/96zsWFXVqYQ you will see why i was so pissed off that i was visiting a site while i watched livestream from one of my favorite artist. it did happen when i was chatting on livestream, i accidently clicked "ok" that bring this thing -_-

NOW you know why i was away for all after-noon....

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hello folks, like i did said, i'm back and sorry for being late ^^, i'm been quite busy with moving and unpacking my stuff as well installing my new hard drive disk for my computer...

aside that, i'm been playing alot on a new game done by gameloft which it's my little pony ^^, it was quite fun to play with.

in fews hours or tomorrow, i will start to work on my bedroom, it will be sure a long time to finish XD

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i'm moving in a new place !

Wed Oct 24, 2012, 8:27 AM
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hello folk, like the tittle said, i'm packing all my stuff for to move into in a new place, it's highly possible that i will be offline for a while like one week or one month without internet, it will depends how internet company can offer me. so... don't worry about it ^^,

aside that, like you did noticed, i posted a new 3D creation that i will soon sell it as 3D print, which mean i will produce more often. cool no ? :D

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hello folks,

i recently came back from paris comic-con/japan-expo, i was so tired and upset of what happened to me :

i was happy buying some books and a game before i go to see some of my buddies i know personally. but there are some problems :

during that convention, it was worse ! it's too much more people than last year D:

one of my buddy were not there because of something happened to her....

and finally, i lost a game i bough (which it cost litterally 65€) and i don't know how it did happen exactly which it make me so upset that i decided to go home... and on the top of that, i was so tired that my legs was about to break up (cramps muscular... bad thing)

well, for to say all, it was indeed a worse day i had experienced...

then, how i have to get back my 65€ ? impossible for one reason : too many peoples as potential suspects... which i gave up.

all what i can do is to work hard on commissions for to get these 65€ and buy again ico on internet if it's still availlable... since it was a rare game.

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hello folk, as you can noticed from the tittle, i started to get a problem with my hard drive disk because it start to make alot of noise very loudly so, i was thinking : look like it's really time to get a new hard drive disk.

but there a problem : i recently bough my new software called FL studio which it did cost me around 270€ which it's around 350$.... so, i decided to ask you to give me a donation it could be 5€ ($6.55) or more, my goal is to get a 300€ ($390) for to get this hard drive disk : www.ldlc.com/fiche/PB00117988.…

yes, i really need that amount of space because my current hard drive is already soon filled ^^;

well, there my paypal account that you can send me the money 5€ ($6.55) : allaze-paypal(at)orange(dot)com

enjoy !

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hello folks, today is a special day, i'm now 29 XD i did got some games that was bough during christmas like Final Fantasy XIII-2 and skyward sword and some days ago, i ordered a game called the last story in collector edition but will not be available until 23th february ^^, well, i wished i had that NDS 25th anniversary edition of zelda but it's all out of stock D:

aside that, i have snow and it's cooooold XD beside, i have load of work which it's a perfect time to finish them :)

enjoy your birthday if you were born in the same date like mine :D

ps : one of my buddy did told me that one of her friend gave birth to her child today like 10 minutes ago XD

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hello folk, just for saying that it's soon my birthday ! :D in exactly 2 days, i will turn 29 (february 10th) i already got some early gift become my family offer me to buy one game for me but... i will get that game during february 24th XD

aside that, i'm still working on one commission and some personnal work done in 3D, they will be my portfolio works. :)

if you're still interested in my 3D commissions, you can check my previous journal or go there : allaze-eroler.deviantart.com/j…

enjoy ! :D

ps : too many snow in my place... and i think i got a cold ^^,

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zbrush livestream ! [offline]

Tue Jan 10, 2012, 6:40 AM
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hello folk, i'm starting my livestream ! i'm working on a bug character :) also, if you want to get one of my 3D work, check my list price :


headshot render

5$ for a simple headshot in black and white without color.

15$ for a simple headshot in blakc and white with full composition without color.

20$ for a simple headshot in color.

30$ for a simple headshot in color with full composition.

60$ for full body in black and white without color.

70$ for a full body in black and white with full composition.

75$ for a full body in color.

85$ for a full body in color with full composition.

+5$ for extra headshot.

+10$ for extra character.

i accept ONLY paypal.

go there for livestream : www.livestream.com/allaze_erol…

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who want amnesia : the dark descent ?

Sun Dec 25, 2011, 1:47 PM
help :iconshani-hyena: to get money or GLaDOS will bring you in test chambers for eternity.

contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


hello folk, i recently got a gift from steam, i wanted to offer the game "amnesia : the dark descent" to someone who want it and in trade, i wish to have one of these games i added as wishlist :

steamcommunity.com/id/allaze-e…

note me for to trade the game :)

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who want my gift from steam ?

Wed Dec 21, 2011, 11:49 AM
help :iconshani-hyena: to get money or GLaDOS will bring you in test chambers for eternity.

contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


there a game called "Post Apocalyptic Mayhem" from steam, i plan to offer it to anyone who ant it. also, it's limited in time so hurry up ! :D

comment here with your steam name and i will send you it.

the game is right there if you want to know what it's : store.steampowered.com/app/919…

enjoy ! :D

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commission open updated

Thu Nov 24, 2011, 5:28 AM
help :iconshani-hyena: to get money or GLaDOS will bring you in test chambers for eternity.

contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


Hello folks, as usual, i'm open for commission stuff and you're welcome to comment here or not. i also add my wishlist steam games for you can offer me.


some rules :

+i will completeding up 5 slots per update.
+image may contaun up 2 characters in the base of price
+if you want a background, please specify in the description where the scene takes place.
+this specifically for an illustration. please no comic page or panels (ie. close ups, internal shots).
+the full resolution image will be emailed to you upon completion.

+preliminary sketch possible
+revision possible but no more than three revision.


There some samples of what i can do for you :

melany and the dragon -sketch- by Allaze-eroler
Sketch commission - $10 usd or 800 :points: or game steam close to the price

DA logo falling to momooooo D: by Allaze-eroler
Colour commission - $30 usd or 2400 :points: or game steam close to the price

aedaha head wip 2 by Allaze-eroler
3D headshot commission - $30 usd or 2400 :points: or game steam close to the price


+$15 USD for each additionnal character after the initial two. the game steam will be depended to the total price.

Please keep your descriptions as clear and concise as possible. I need to know which character/s, what they are doing, and if applicable, where. One or two adjectives about the character's personality should suffice for the scene (ie. Shy, show-off, happy, sad, etc). It is not necessary to include physical details that are visible in the reference.

To get one, please fill out the form : docs.google.com/spreadsheet/vi…


Please don't fill out the form until you are ready to make a payment.



Once you've submitted the form I will send an invoice (If using paypal) to you. Once I receive your
payment I will draw and deliver your picture the following day.

My wishlist steam games : steamcommunity.com/id/allaze-e… just a note : don't send me an invitation unless you contact me here or from note. Otherwise, i would refuse the invitation.



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zbrush 4R2 ? freaking cool ! :D

Sat Aug 6, 2011, 1:09 AM
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contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


hello folks ! apparently, i was  supposed to say "back" after i went to japan expo XD well, recently i bough various game in discount time from steam. some of them were really fun to play like anomaly!

i also was lucky enough to get register at pottermore.com because i will soon watch the new movie of harry potter today. (and because i bough all movies some months ago)or not, i will probably watch cars 2.

also, some hours ago, i go to zbrushcenter.com, i found that post : www.zbrushcentral.com/showthre… the zbrush 4R2 will be deffinitly freaking cool ! i was lucky enough to get zbrush 4 for my birthday some months ago. beside, the owner of zbrush 4 will get free upgrade for zbrush 4R2 :)

now i have to go outside, see ya later :D

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I'm away for one day :D

Thu Jun 30, 2011, 9:50 PM
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contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


hello folks, I will be away for a journey because i'm going to see one of my buddy during the Japan Expo, it's a convention talking about manga, anime, games and japanese culture :D i go that place every year because it was fun to go :D

aside that, i'm going to try to finish some stuff that i haven't yet finished like mail tales game.

i will probably waste alot of money today ^^;

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2D and 3D commission open

Sat May 28, 2011, 2:22 AM
help :iconshani-hyena: to get money or GLaDOS will bring you in test chambers for eternity.

contest is currently suspended because of some problem, i need to get some feedback and some think for to make the contest more better. sorry :/


i decided to start again the commssion stuff because it seem that my family and me are having some money problem ^^; so there :

*COMMISSION INFORMATION*

Guidelines:

i specialize in creature design and/or anthro art. other thing i prefer draw include animals, cartoon/games characters, fantasy creature, and anything you will see in my gallery.

I'll be doing sketch traditionnally and/or digitally. the ink will be done digitally. also, the color are 100% digital since it make life more comfortable and faster for me, you would not wait too long for your art as you would if the lineart was digital or the coloring traditional. Also, i can make a 3D work but it have one consequence : it would take more longer because of complexity.

I reserve the right to refuse any commission request if it's beyond the limit of my style or ability or not suited to my taste. Again, you can see my gallery, or ask me in a note if you're not sure.

i will definitly not draw any morally questionnable image (e.g. gore/vore/porn). If you have an idea which you think might be morally questionable but aren't sure, don't be afraid to ask in a note.

You should make your inquiry as detailled as possible (preferably in an note mainly) and more importantly : supply reference images it will help me alot more (if any).

there the commission prices :


CG:
photoshop
dirty Sketch - 10$
clean Sketch - 15$
flat color - 25$
clean inks - 35$
Full body color - 40$

colors! done with dsi
dirty Sketch - 5$
clean Sketch - 7$
flat color - 25$
clean inks - 30$
Full body color - 45$

Zbrush and/or silo
simple mesh without color and with neutral pose - 45$
simple mesh posed without color - 60$
simple mesh posed with color - 75$
complex mesh without color and with neutral pose -95$
complex mesh posed without color - 110$
complex mesh posed with color - 125$

ingame mesh without color and with neutral pose - 130$
ingame mesh with color and neutral pose - 145$

extra character - 10$

3D Print - depend how complex and how much it need, availlable with www.sculpteo.com

PIXEL:
Pixel (50 x 50)
Set base (I'll make a base as like a preset) - 10$

Pixel (100 x 100)
Set base (I'll make a base as like a preset) - 25$

list of customer :

slot 1 : OPEN
slot 2 : OPEN
slot 3 : OPEN
slot 4 : OPEN
slot 5 : OPEN
slot 6 : OPEN
slot 7 : OPEN
slot 8 : OPEN
slot 9 : OPEN
slot 10 : OPEN

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